Sinful Feline
Well-Known Member
You'll have to pardon me fading in and out for awhile. My mother died Saturday night, of what appears to be a drug over dose.
Yes, my mother was an addict, and yes, I distanced myself from her for the last 2 yrs., But there was once a time when she was a mom and showed her love, but in the end she was an addict playing Russian roulette every time she took her "meds". I'm numb right now, but I know it will hit me sooner or later, because no matter how many times I said I hated her or that I wouldn't care when she passed away, those words where just lies I told myself to lessen the hurt her addiction caused not only me but my whole family.
So please pardon me if for awhile I'm not my cheerful feline self.
Thanks
~Madi
Yes, my mother was an addict, and yes, I distanced myself from her for the last 2 yrs., But there was once a time when she was a mom and showed her love, but in the end she was an addict playing Russian roulette every time she took her "meds". I'm numb right now, but I know it will hit me sooner or later, because no matter how many times I said I hated her or that I wouldn't care when she passed away, those words where just lies I told myself to lessen the hurt her addiction caused not only me but my whole family.
So please pardon me if for awhile I'm not my cheerful feline self.
Thanks
~Madi