Zeth..no one loathes you, how can you say that? In fact I myself has been trying to message you, but you seem to not wish to respond. Remember, you and I were to start working on another rp..but how can we do that if you dont communicate.
If you're going through a bad period personally then its natural to feel rather angry about anything. Indeed, none of us hate you....not sure where thats coming from...just ride through what must be a bad day for you and you'll see the light.