Ullery
Banned
Ayenee.org
A friend told me in a fashion, to stop being cryptic and start revealing the truth.
So it comes with a very heavy concious mind that I state the following facts of truth.
Ever since the old org got hacked I followed.
James thornbury, was the graceful dice that intervened when we, the populace had no home left.
But it was the appointing of Mithandraxx that was at the time, most pleasing and joyous.
And at that time, I didn't once bother to think about the future.
To think about our home.
Now before I go further let me just say this. I am not perfect. none of us is.
Nor can we ever be truly perfect. All we can do is try.
Try and survive.
That is what we roleplayers are good at.
Mithandraxx is one of my close friends. He and I have been through hell together.
A handful of weeks back, Mr.Mithandraxx and I had some exchanges of words.
Different viewpoints.
And something I didn't realize until far too recently.
Part of what was happening between me and Mithandraxx was based as a test.
A test that I without realizing it, had made.
A test, not just as his friend, but as his closest ally to see what results would come of.
Mr.Mithandraxx, for the most part passed my test. However, he exposed one very important weakness in his armor.
Mith, I speak of your temper. You allowed it to over-indulge your actions so that you would make a direct statement, for the public to see.
Was I responsible for almost "all" of what happened between us?
Yes I was.
But I'm not afraid to admit when I'm wrong.
Part of what I did, was entirely wrong, both for myself and for this community.
But we did learn one vital important lesson.
We both learned the limits of each other.
Recently myself and Mith had a talk that steered us just as close to friendship's finest hold as it could get.
We both saw similarily eye to eye on the subject of maliquent.
I would like our friendship to continue, but I cannot walk the path alone, brother.
Sinful, hard, dedicated and truely remarkable. You have talent, and that's no lie. At times I might....question certain viewpoints of yours, but I do so with a caring heart.
Mr.Lowther, Bright and honest. You, good sir, are the knight in shining armor.
There is more good that I see in you, then I can dare say.
Mr.Sj and Mr.Ceros, Two fine, hard, dedicated roleplayers and moderators whom are outstanding with the way they handle situations.
Mr.T-virus-licker, quite recently I saw necessary to question "one" of your smaller tasks. I mean no disrespect to you, I merely have to ask questions when I see them truly arise.
Mith, two of the moderator's that I do have to put a question upon, are Rhysis and Itacelis.
Mr.Rhysis was asked by you, to be your appointed sub-administrator.
I can't say wether that was a good or bad thing because I honestly still cannot tell if it was or not! On the plus side, he's an execellent roleplayer with experienced background. On the minus side, he's been gone for more then a couple of months. If he were gone and you were gone, who then would lead us?
Now, onto miss Itacelis, my dear friend and fellow roleplayer whom I have had the privelage of roleplaying alongside for countless times.
But I find it necessary to ask, After the original org was closed. Why did it seem a necessary to re-hire her back to the chronicles?
I rarely see her here, I don't even see her comment or ask questions at the place she moderates. And I don't see hardly any participation into the forum at all.
What good is being a moderator of the chronicles if your not going to be around to comment on stories and writings?
what good does it do this community to have a moderator who's been on more then a temporary absense.
I dare to say that I miss her. And it's because I never, see, her, here!
Even if she had things going with her real life, she could at the very least stop by once in a while in order to make comments on the board that she runs. It would be a vast improvement, to what's already being done there, which is hardly anything in the moderator postioning.
The other problem is this, Once we have a large number of roleplayers, how do we continue to convince them to stay?
Well, welcoming them is a very good start indeed. I applaud that routine with my full support.
But what else can we do to make them stay? That's something we're still currently discussing.
I can't remember how long ago it was. But mr.Virus asked me to join the ranks of the moderators.
At that time, I turned the oppertunity down.
I believe I know why I did so.
1. I wasn't ready yet for that responsibility.
and 2. I was more then likely having my "attentions" focused on other real life issues(like school) clearly poking at my mind.
Things that were terribly important at the time.(and some still are)
I visit ayenee.org every single night, when and if I can help it.
Lately due to constant communications between myself and Raharanor, I have found that both of us are pretty much able to see eye-to-eye on a clear-true basis.
Which is a wonderful thing.
Before I lose track of myself allow me to get back on the subject at hand.
Mith, two people tested you, and both think you did an exemplerary job.
You aren't the "evil" administrator that you seem to believe that I "intended" you to be.
Your my friend. Your also one very fine, formidable and admirable administrator.
You have the potential and the drive.
All I ask you to do, is remember "who" you are on the inside.
To me, you aren't Mithandraxx the administrator.
And you aren't Mithandraxx the roleplayer either.
To me Your Mithandraxx, Ullery's compatible comrade in arms.
I'm proud to call you friend.
I salute you, not for your errors, but for the wisdom you brought out when those errors occurred.
In the errors with myself, you showed patience, honesty, respect and courage.
You showed anger too, but even I get angry when provoked enough.
When it came to maliquent, you showed concern and patience.
I want this silly war between us to end. I want you to be able to see behind my writing to what I'm "truly" trying to say and believe you me pal, seeing beyond my writing to what I'm conveying is a tricky-and difficult thing to do.
You used to be able to do it with your eyes closed.
So, with the truth layed bare for all to see, I extend my hand once more in loyalty and support, and in friendship.
*raises a hand slowly and keeps it out.*
A friend told me in a fashion, to stop being cryptic and start revealing the truth.
So it comes with a very heavy concious mind that I state the following facts of truth.
Ever since the old org got hacked I followed.
James thornbury, was the graceful dice that intervened when we, the populace had no home left.
But it was the appointing of Mithandraxx that was at the time, most pleasing and joyous.
And at that time, I didn't once bother to think about the future.
To think about our home.
Now before I go further let me just say this. I am not perfect. none of us is.
Nor can we ever be truly perfect. All we can do is try.
Try and survive.
That is what we roleplayers are good at.
Mithandraxx is one of my close friends. He and I have been through hell together.
A handful of weeks back, Mr.Mithandraxx and I had some exchanges of words.
Different viewpoints.
And something I didn't realize until far too recently.
Part of what was happening between me and Mithandraxx was based as a test.
A test that I without realizing it, had made.
A test, not just as his friend, but as his closest ally to see what results would come of.
Mr.Mithandraxx, for the most part passed my test. However, he exposed one very important weakness in his armor.
Mith, I speak of your temper. You allowed it to over-indulge your actions so that you would make a direct statement, for the public to see.
Was I responsible for almost "all" of what happened between us?
Yes I was.
But I'm not afraid to admit when I'm wrong.
Part of what I did, was entirely wrong, both for myself and for this community.
But we did learn one vital important lesson.
We both learned the limits of each other.
Recently myself and Mith had a talk that steered us just as close to friendship's finest hold as it could get.
We both saw similarily eye to eye on the subject of maliquent.
I would like our friendship to continue, but I cannot walk the path alone, brother.
Sinful, hard, dedicated and truely remarkable. You have talent, and that's no lie. At times I might....question certain viewpoints of yours, but I do so with a caring heart.
Mr.Lowther, Bright and honest. You, good sir, are the knight in shining armor.
There is more good that I see in you, then I can dare say.
Mr.Sj and Mr.Ceros, Two fine, hard, dedicated roleplayers and moderators whom are outstanding with the way they handle situations.
Mr.T-virus-licker, quite recently I saw necessary to question "one" of your smaller tasks. I mean no disrespect to you, I merely have to ask questions when I see them truly arise.
Mith, two of the moderator's that I do have to put a question upon, are Rhysis and Itacelis.
Mr.Rhysis was asked by you, to be your appointed sub-administrator.
I can't say wether that was a good or bad thing because I honestly still cannot tell if it was or not! On the plus side, he's an execellent roleplayer with experienced background. On the minus side, he's been gone for more then a couple of months. If he were gone and you were gone, who then would lead us?
Now, onto miss Itacelis, my dear friend and fellow roleplayer whom I have had the privelage of roleplaying alongside for countless times.
But I find it necessary to ask, After the original org was closed. Why did it seem a necessary to re-hire her back to the chronicles?
I rarely see her here, I don't even see her comment or ask questions at the place she moderates. And I don't see hardly any participation into the forum at all.
What good is being a moderator of the chronicles if your not going to be around to comment on stories and writings?
what good does it do this community to have a moderator who's been on more then a temporary absense.
I dare to say that I miss her. And it's because I never, see, her, here!
Even if she had things going with her real life, she could at the very least stop by once in a while in order to make comments on the board that she runs. It would be a vast improvement, to what's already being done there, which is hardly anything in the moderator postioning.
The other problem is this, Once we have a large number of roleplayers, how do we continue to convince them to stay?
Well, welcoming them is a very good start indeed. I applaud that routine with my full support.
But what else can we do to make them stay? That's something we're still currently discussing.
I can't remember how long ago it was. But mr.Virus asked me to join the ranks of the moderators.
At that time, I turned the oppertunity down.
I believe I know why I did so.
1. I wasn't ready yet for that responsibility.
and 2. I was more then likely having my "attentions" focused on other real life issues(like school) clearly poking at my mind.
Things that were terribly important at the time.(and some still are)
I visit ayenee.org every single night, when and if I can help it.
Lately due to constant communications between myself and Raharanor, I have found that both of us are pretty much able to see eye-to-eye on a clear-true basis.
Which is a wonderful thing.
Before I lose track of myself allow me to get back on the subject at hand.
Mith, two people tested you, and both think you did an exemplerary job.
You aren't the "evil" administrator that you seem to believe that I "intended" you to be.
Your my friend. Your also one very fine, formidable and admirable administrator.
You have the potential and the drive.
All I ask you to do, is remember "who" you are on the inside.
To me, you aren't Mithandraxx the administrator.
And you aren't Mithandraxx the roleplayer either.
To me Your Mithandraxx, Ullery's compatible comrade in arms.
I'm proud to call you friend.
I salute you, not for your errors, but for the wisdom you brought out when those errors occurred.
In the errors with myself, you showed patience, honesty, respect and courage.
You showed anger too, but even I get angry when provoked enough.
When it came to maliquent, you showed concern and patience.
I want this silly war between us to end. I want you to be able to see behind my writing to what I'm "truly" trying to say and believe you me pal, seeing beyond my writing to what I'm conveying is a tricky-and difficult thing to do.
You used to be able to do it with your eyes closed.
So, with the truth layed bare for all to see, I extend my hand once more in loyalty and support, and in friendship.
*raises a hand slowly and keeps it out.*
