illogical_reality
The l33t One
Okay, so, let me explain exactly what this is. I know that it seems a little weird, but, one day I decided to allow my twins to have a conversation. For those of you who don't know, I'm a Gemini aka The Twins. Basically, this is a conversation between my inner self that the world sees and the inner self that I keep hidden. The names are actually two of my Y! screennames. Now that you understand, questions and critiques are more than welcome.
A Conversation
Tormented Desires: I hate you.
Whispered Melody: I know.
Tormented Desires: I take it you aren't suprised to hear it then?
Whispered Melody: Why should I be? We pretend on a daily basis, and you condemn me for the past. There's nothing I can do to change your mind. We wander through this farce, this playtime, and -kisskiss- you are my best friend...when in reality, we're really sneering behind one another's back.
Tormented Desires: Darling, you over-analyze every relationship and pretend that it doesn't matter when I know that it hurts you. That is the meaning of the pretense. To keep me beside you even though we both know that we're just digging a grave and slowly pushing our friendship into the newly turned earth.
Whispered Melody: Yes. But haven't we always done so? Have we not always managed to make small talk and pretended to care about how life is going for the other? Yes, I think we have. Is it worth hanging on to? I don't know anymore.
Tormented Desires: Of course, pet. It's always worth it. We need to hope that one day one of us will wake up and realize that hurting each other is what our relationship is all about. I hate you, and yet, I still speak and pretend.
Whispered Melody: So, perhaps you just love to hate me.
Tormented Desires: Perhaps.
Whispered Melody: Well, until next time. -kisskiss-
Tormented Desires: -kisskiss- I hope you'll be happy, darling. I really do.
Whispered Melody: It seems an unlikely possability. Only you know how to make me truly happy.
Tormented Desires: Yes, but I hate you.
Whispered Melody: Mistakes are my perfection. I thrive in unhealthy relationships.
Tormented Desires: Good. Then we should work well together through the years.
Whispered Melody: Haven't we always?
Tormented Desires: Yes. I still hate you.
Whispered Melody: And I can't let go.
Tormented Desires: No. You can't. That is why we are here, isn't it?
Whispered Melody: For eternity, dearest. Forever.
Tormented Desires: Yes. I agree. Forever.
Whispered Melody: I know.
Tormented Desires: I take it you aren't suprised to hear it then?
Whispered Melody: Why should I be? We pretend on a daily basis, and you condemn me for the past. There's nothing I can do to change your mind. We wander through this farce, this playtime, and -kisskiss- you are my best friend...when in reality, we're really sneering behind one another's back.
Tormented Desires: Darling, you over-analyze every relationship and pretend that it doesn't matter when I know that it hurts you. That is the meaning of the pretense. To keep me beside you even though we both know that we're just digging a grave and slowly pushing our friendship into the newly turned earth.
Whispered Melody: Yes. But haven't we always done so? Have we not always managed to make small talk and pretended to care about how life is going for the other? Yes, I think we have. Is it worth hanging on to? I don't know anymore.
Tormented Desires: Of course, pet. It's always worth it. We need to hope that one day one of us will wake up and realize that hurting each other is what our relationship is all about. I hate you, and yet, I still speak and pretend.
Whispered Melody: So, perhaps you just love to hate me.
Tormented Desires: Perhaps.
Whispered Melody: Well, until next time. -kisskiss-
Tormented Desires: -kisskiss- I hope you'll be happy, darling. I really do.
Whispered Melody: It seems an unlikely possability. Only you know how to make me truly happy.
Tormented Desires: Yes, but I hate you.
Whispered Melody: Mistakes are my perfection. I thrive in unhealthy relationships.
Tormented Desires: Good. Then we should work well together through the years.
Whispered Melody: Haven't we always?
Tormented Desires: Yes. I still hate you.
Whispered Melody: And I can't let go.
Tormented Desires: No. You can't. That is why we are here, isn't it?
Whispered Melody: For eternity, dearest. Forever.
Tormented Desires: Yes. I agree. Forever.