Vamprella Nightmagic
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Why do I do this to myself? I ask myself that each time
How pathetic I seem, how sad, how lonely.
Yet, here I sit reading your letters
You know the ones where you promised to love me forever
How much I meant to you
All those broken promises, lies really if you think about it
I believed you, I gave my heart, my soul, my life to you
For what?
A dream that we would be together?
Foolish, how foolish I feel now.
My hand wipes the tears away, and I wonder why I still cry over you
My hate has left, but not the pain your memory can bring.
You would think that after so many years
You wouldn't still have this power over me.
Page after page, lie after lie
And then what would I do if I did hear from you again?
Would I shatter like a glass hitting the floor
shards of splintering glass lying in a brokenness
Reflecting what you did when you left
I ask myself, why can't I throw these away?
I get no answer.
How pathetic I seem, how sad, how lonely.
Yet, here I sit reading your letters
You know the ones where you promised to love me forever
How much I meant to you
All those broken promises, lies really if you think about it
I believed you, I gave my heart, my soul, my life to you
For what?
A dream that we would be together?
Foolish, how foolish I feel now.
My hand wipes the tears away, and I wonder why I still cry over you
My hate has left, but not the pain your memory can bring.
You would think that after so many years
You wouldn't still have this power over me.
Page after page, lie after lie
And then what would I do if I did hear from you again?
Would I shatter like a glass hitting the floor
shards of splintering glass lying in a brokenness
Reflecting what you did when you left
I ask myself, why can't I throw these away?
I get no answer.
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