Evil Angel
Sinful Kitten
Hate
I hate you.
I hate your smile.
I hate your hair.
I hate the way you look at me.
I hate your evil laughter that fills my mind.
I hate your voice that rings through my ears.
I hate your touch.
But most of all, I hate myself for ever hating you.
Because the truth is, I love you.
I love your smile.
I love your hair.
I love the way you look at me.
I love your touch.
I love everything about you, so unbelievably much.
I Loved You
I’ll write you a letter, and in it I’ll tell you this, I loved you with all my heart, and all my soul. I loved you so much, that you would never even know. I loved you so much, I gave up my family, and my friends. But in the end, all I had was a broken heart, that you left me to mend.
Lies
Lies.
That’s all you told me, lies.
Lies.
That’s all we had, lies.
Lies.
That’s what you gave me, lies.
Lies.
That’s what was in your heart, lies.
Lies.
That’s what is in my head, lies.
Lies.
No One
No one can see the pain you have put upon me. Hidden behind a mask of fake smiles. When in all the while, you just sat there, watching me bleed, seeing these scars you have left behind. You will never know the truth, you will never see me cry. You can stand there and laugh, but you will never see the pain behind my mask, because I am strong, and I will not cower under your power.
She
She wishes she were dead because of everything that he had ever said. He ripped out her heart and tore it apart. She smiled, and hid her pain behind her mask, so that no one would ever ask. No one would ever ask, because no one would ever see the scars she had hidden beneath her skin. The scars put upon her once whole heart, because of one boy, that girl is almost dead. Her heart is no longer whole, not even half, because of that boy, her life will no longer last, because living was simply to hard a task. She could not hide her pain behind that mask, and you may ask me how I know, but I know because that girl is me. That girl with the scars, that girl with the none whole heart, that girl who just fell apart.
In The Darkness I Shall Wait
In the darkness I shall wait. Every one of my smiles fake. These hands you used to hold now shake. My heart will break. Shatter into a million little pieces. No longer can I see your face. Hidden behind this mask. Living is to hard a task. Let me take my last breath. The pain us un-bearable. It’s hurts to think. In one blink I’ll be dead. So close your eyes. I don’t want you to see. I don’t want you to see what you have done to me. You have chosen my fate. In the darkness I shall wait.
A Thousand Times
A thousand times.
A thousand times you lied.
A thousand times I cried.
A thousand times I bled.
A thousand times I wished were dead.
A thousand times I brought that razor over my skin.
A thousand times I pierced deeper and deeper.
A thousand times I felt weaker and weaker.
A thousand times.
Now I lay here in my bed, dead.
All you can say is what did she do wrong, when really, it was you all along.
I Know The Truth
Look at me, and tell me I’m wrong. Tell me that I’m the one who has been wrong all along, because I know the truth. I know it all, and I’ll know it until the very day I fall, the day I fall into the ground, my body covered up, never to be find, because I know the truth I know it is you who will kill me. Spill my blood, does that make you a man, does that make you feel big, does it make you feel good, because I know the truth, but you have yet to find, the love that has been in your heart all this time, because you are scared. Scared that for once in your life, you will love someone, and they will love you back. So look at me and tell me I’m wrong. Tell me I’ve been wrong all along, because I know the truth.
Maybe
Here let me bend for you, let me bend until I break. Then maybe you’ll see how fake, you’ll see how fake these smiles are. Maybe you’ll see how real my tears are. Maybe you’ll see how real my blood is. Maybe you’ll see how real my scars are. Maybe you’ll see what you have done to me. Maybe you’ll see the pain you have caused. Maybe, just maybe, you’ll believe me.
Untitled
I've been lied to, i've been betrayed. But in all this, with you, i still stayed. Through the tears, and through the heart aches. And now i relize what our love has caused. It's caused a war inside my mind, i'm fighting myself all the time. Half of me loves you and wants to be with you, but the other half is telling me i should go. I'm fighting myself to stay with you, even after what you have put me through. I've been lied to, i've been betrayed.
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I want to surrender to the hands of death. Finally I’ll be put to rest. No longer will I feel this pain and misery. My heart aching with each beat. My life was ended with a few simple words. Ended by my one and only true love. My light in the dark. My soul mate. He completed me, and without him I’m lost. Stuck in this cruel world, without a person to care. So now I’ll disappear, just remember, I love you, and always will.
Untitled 3
I knew that this was never going to last. You put my love in the past. You never even thought about how it would affect me. My heart is broken, torn to shreds. I'm everyone's walking mat. You never cared, not even for a second, i was stupid to think that you did.
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Nothing I say can faze you, nothing I do can hurt you. But everything you to fazes me, everything to do hurts me. I knew I shouldn’t have given you a chance, I knew it was going to end up like this. It always does. I’m always the one hurt in the end, always the one crying, and wishing she were dyeing. The truth is, I am dead, I’m dead inside. My heart is cold. You know, there are only so many tears you can cry before it drains the life from your eyes. I’m no longer happy, I don’t want to smile. I don’t want to do things I used to, writing this isn’t even fun, but it does help a bit. Even though my heart hurts, there is always one special place, just for you. Nothing I say can faze you, nothing I do can hurt you.
I hate you.
I hate your smile.
I hate your hair.
I hate the way you look at me.
I hate your evil laughter that fills my mind.
I hate your voice that rings through my ears.
I hate your touch.
But most of all, I hate myself for ever hating you.
Because the truth is, I love you.
I love your smile.
I love your hair.
I love the way you look at me.
I love your touch.
I love everything about you, so unbelievably much.
I Loved You
I’ll write you a letter, and in it I’ll tell you this, I loved you with all my heart, and all my soul. I loved you so much, that you would never even know. I loved you so much, I gave up my family, and my friends. But in the end, all I had was a broken heart, that you left me to mend.
Lies
Lies.
That’s all you told me, lies.
Lies.
That’s all we had, lies.
Lies.
That’s what you gave me, lies.
Lies.
That’s what was in your heart, lies.
Lies.
That’s what is in my head, lies.
Lies.
No One
No one can see the pain you have put upon me. Hidden behind a mask of fake smiles. When in all the while, you just sat there, watching me bleed, seeing these scars you have left behind. You will never know the truth, you will never see me cry. You can stand there and laugh, but you will never see the pain behind my mask, because I am strong, and I will not cower under your power.
She
She wishes she were dead because of everything that he had ever said. He ripped out her heart and tore it apart. She smiled, and hid her pain behind her mask, so that no one would ever ask. No one would ever ask, because no one would ever see the scars she had hidden beneath her skin. The scars put upon her once whole heart, because of one boy, that girl is almost dead. Her heart is no longer whole, not even half, because of that boy, her life will no longer last, because living was simply to hard a task. She could not hide her pain behind that mask, and you may ask me how I know, but I know because that girl is me. That girl with the scars, that girl with the none whole heart, that girl who just fell apart.
In The Darkness I Shall Wait
In the darkness I shall wait. Every one of my smiles fake. These hands you used to hold now shake. My heart will break. Shatter into a million little pieces. No longer can I see your face. Hidden behind this mask. Living is to hard a task. Let me take my last breath. The pain us un-bearable. It’s hurts to think. In one blink I’ll be dead. So close your eyes. I don’t want you to see. I don’t want you to see what you have done to me. You have chosen my fate. In the darkness I shall wait.
A Thousand Times
A thousand times.
A thousand times you lied.
A thousand times I cried.
A thousand times I bled.
A thousand times I wished were dead.
A thousand times I brought that razor over my skin.
A thousand times I pierced deeper and deeper.
A thousand times I felt weaker and weaker.
A thousand times.
Now I lay here in my bed, dead.
All you can say is what did she do wrong, when really, it was you all along.
I Know The Truth
Look at me, and tell me I’m wrong. Tell me that I’m the one who has been wrong all along, because I know the truth. I know it all, and I’ll know it until the very day I fall, the day I fall into the ground, my body covered up, never to be find, because I know the truth I know it is you who will kill me. Spill my blood, does that make you a man, does that make you feel big, does it make you feel good, because I know the truth, but you have yet to find, the love that has been in your heart all this time, because you are scared. Scared that for once in your life, you will love someone, and they will love you back. So look at me and tell me I’m wrong. Tell me I’ve been wrong all along, because I know the truth.
Maybe
Here let me bend for you, let me bend until I break. Then maybe you’ll see how fake, you’ll see how fake these smiles are. Maybe you’ll see how real my tears are. Maybe you’ll see how real my blood is. Maybe you’ll see how real my scars are. Maybe you’ll see what you have done to me. Maybe you’ll see the pain you have caused. Maybe, just maybe, you’ll believe me.
Untitled
I've been lied to, i've been betrayed. But in all this, with you, i still stayed. Through the tears, and through the heart aches. And now i relize what our love has caused. It's caused a war inside my mind, i'm fighting myself all the time. Half of me loves you and wants to be with you, but the other half is telling me i should go. I'm fighting myself to stay with you, even after what you have put me through. I've been lied to, i've been betrayed.
Untitled 2
I want to surrender to the hands of death. Finally I’ll be put to rest. No longer will I feel this pain and misery. My heart aching with each beat. My life was ended with a few simple words. Ended by my one and only true love. My light in the dark. My soul mate. He completed me, and without him I’m lost. Stuck in this cruel world, without a person to care. So now I’ll disappear, just remember, I love you, and always will.
Untitled 3
I knew that this was never going to last. You put my love in the past. You never even thought about how it would affect me. My heart is broken, torn to shreds. I'm everyone's walking mat. You never cared, not even for a second, i was stupid to think that you did.
Untitled 4
Nothing I say can faze you, nothing I do can hurt you. But everything you to fazes me, everything to do hurts me. I knew I shouldn’t have given you a chance, I knew it was going to end up like this. It always does. I’m always the one hurt in the end, always the one crying, and wishing she were dyeing. The truth is, I am dead, I’m dead inside. My heart is cold. You know, there are only so many tears you can cry before it drains the life from your eyes. I’m no longer happy, I don’t want to smile. I don’t want to do things I used to, writing this isn’t even fun, but it does help a bit. Even though my heart hurts, there is always one special place, just for you. Nothing I say can faze you, nothing I do can hurt you.