For Amelina

Sinful Feline

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here is one I thought you might like and one for strength, sorry for the length!

~Anywhere But Here~

The world tilts, Words twisted, thoughts scattered, heart torn and body battered.
Not here… Just not here....
Comes the small voice deep inside…
The one who speaks when you have tried but still the world slams into your door.
Drawing blood and screaming for more...
As the voice's small voice speaks once more...
Just not here… Just not here anymore...
Any where the world isn’t tilted...
Any where words mean truth...
Any where that thoughts flow,
A heart beats slow and bodies seek only touch…
Any where that isn’t here…
Is that seeking too much...?
Plans made long ago on dim lighted nights, bodies linked, minds speaking ensync, every thing ahead laid out so bright.
Anywhere and Any thing could be done...
But the best laid plans come unstrung…
Glance back to see how far we have come...
Everything has come undone…
Not here...
Just not here…
Can not...
.Must…
No…
Yes…
No more! ...
No one you can trust…..Not here…
Anywhere...
I don't care…
Anywhere…
Just not here…
Please don’t let me open my eyes and find I am here.
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Free~
Light Ascending …Her dreams now ending…
To awaken ... Her inner desires so harshly taken…
From floating Dreams to be bound in this Reality…
She feels so harshly forsaken……

From her mind came the screams…
From her mind came the dreams…
From her mind came the vivid scenes.
She was torn between two states…
She was torn apart by others love and hate…
She was torn apart by others fates…
From the world she learned she was different inside
From the world she learned to hide...
From the world she learned all things died…
From inside she watched and waited…
From inside she knew what it felt like to be hated…
From inside she knew her life was stamped out and dated…
From all that others could see…
From all that others wanted her to be..
From all those nameless things she wanted to be free…
~Free~
She stepped out from inside...
This was the ending of her reasons to hide..
This was the time to stand and face the on coming tide..
She had allowed the world to take her for a ride..
She had allowed the world to tear her up from inside..
And now? ...
The world had better run...
The world had better hide...
She has stepped outside of herself…
….To deal back the hand the world has dealt.
She is free…..
Free to be herself!
Darkness doth Decend upon us all to hide our every little flaw… To hide the pain that’s made us raw.. But alas Light must Ascend to bring nightmares ….and Dreams to an end… When the Darkness Decends once more….It’s embrace I will feel….And in the Darkness I shall heal…..
I had allowed the world to take me for a ride..
I had allowed the world to tear me up from inside..
And now? ...
The world had better run...
The world had better hide...
I have stepped outside of Myself……….
To deal back the hand the world has dealt.
Free…..
To be my inner self….
Free of my own self…..
 
Wow.. I.. don't know what to say. I'm sittin here cryin after readin these. Thank you so much hun. One thing is right.. the world better hide... cause i'm fixin to shake it up.
 
Just remember, should you stumble or even fall...Others have been there and we can't tell you what to do, but we can back you on what it is you choose.
Have a safe trip and I'm glad you liked them.
 
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