Vamprella Nightmagic
New Member
Twisted
Oh God, I'm broken
twisted, shattered, repaired, bent, destroyed
Only to rise like a Phoenix from the ashes
If you only knew...... twisted, broken
I smile, I talk, I manage day to day
In a surreal dram that if awoken I would flee
ah but then I'm not running
Where would there be to go?
How can I flee from inside my head?
twisted, shattered
You think you know me
Do you? really do you?
You know the morbid thoughts that appear in my mind?
You know the fear of the reality I have to face?
twisted, repaired
Oh you who think that because I can move in a daily routine
I have no problems, no shadows that could possibly haunt me
Oh yes, I smile, I function, but at what cost?
Existence, merely to survive to make it through another day, week, month, year
When they all seem to float and blend in together
Mellow, yet fierce, when time has no meaning
I neither am or am not, I breathe
Twisted, bent
Mirror images of what I think, feel
Feel? no numb, no feelings, nothing
Quiet peaceful emptiness that I take as my haven
OH yes, oh yes, I smile with vacant eyes that see nothing,
yet see everything.
Twisted, destroyed
Rare but random, torn, wanting something, not knowing how to get it
Being of afraid to take it when I received it.
Trust, no trust, wanting, yes wanting
False hope, no hope, hopeful that just one person, just one would see
Twisted
Oh God, I'm broken
twisted, shattered, repaired, bent, destroyed
Only to rise like a Phoenix from the ashes
If you only knew...... twisted, broken
I smile, I talk, I manage day to day
In a surreal dram that if awoken I would flee
ah but then I'm not running
Where would there be to go?
How can I flee from inside my head?
twisted, shattered
You think you know me
Do you? really do you?
You know the morbid thoughts that appear in my mind?
You know the fear of the reality I have to face?
twisted, repaired
Oh you who think that because I can move in a daily routine
I have no problems, no shadows that could possibly haunt me
Oh yes, I smile, I function, but at what cost?
Existence, merely to survive to make it through another day, week, month, year
When they all seem to float and blend in together
Mellow, yet fierce, when time has no meaning
I neither am or am not, I breathe
Twisted, bent
Mirror images of what I think, feel
Feel? no numb, no feelings, nothing
Quiet peaceful emptiness that I take as my haven
OH yes, oh yes, I smile with vacant eyes that see nothing,
yet see everything.
Twisted, destroyed
Rare but random, torn, wanting something, not knowing how to get it
Being of afraid to take it when I received it.
Trust, no trust, wanting, yes wanting
False hope, no hope, hopeful that just one person, just one would see
Twisted
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